I have been in my share of relationships and one that has changed me a lot was in my relationship with a woman name Candy. Now Candy I could say was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in person. She was part Mexican, part African American with an hourglass body that made every men stop what they were doing on sight. Now all I could think was that she was a gorgeous female that was older then me. I was the man. Yet, her beauty affected me with the pain of growing faster then I wanted to in life. Now I was introduced to life of drinking, smoking, sexual relations, and learning a little fatherhood at a young age, but I didn’t care. All that mattered was the fact that she was beautiful. Even the fact that she had a kid didn’t affect how I felt towards her. But I knew my life, was moving to fast when her kid start calling me dad. I was with her for 2 years and I lived a life of hiding my secrets from family and friends. Even though it was wrong, it felt so right. Being with her I learned that what I thought was love was just lust. From this relationship, I feel more mature at my age then some. Such a beauty caused me to lose myself as a person if I didn’t stop being with her.
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