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Even though we had a free think blog, for some reason I couldn’t think of anything else except for what I’m writing about. Before I start, I just have one thing to say and that is “ I apologize for I tried hard to resist but my feelings got the best of me. “
Where do I start, this girl is different than any girl I have ever met. Cute, funny, corky, smart in many ways, and a great personality that matches her smile that would brighten up your day being near her. I can never say there is a dull moment talking with her because every time there is a smile on my face. She has potential to be and do great, but I think she doesn’t realize it yet. Even though she trying to change, I like the way she is now.
I keep trying to tell myself that you can’t have her, but no matter how hard I try I can’t stop feeling the way I do. No matter how hard I try to believe her words of rejection, I can tell her words lie with a sense of feeling. Did I ask for these feelings to occur, NO, but they must be here for a reason. It’s really funny when I think about the situation because when it comes to anything I want I get it except this one time.
I bet whoever is reading this is wondering what so special about this female to make me feel this way. Well I can say with an honest heart, a lot. From meeting her the first time, I actually met a person that knew were I was coming from in life. All the ups and downs I went through seem to relate to her troubles in the past also. That day I met a friend. Through the semester I’ve been here, she has been one of the main people that made my college experience fun. From then my respect for her grew into what I feel now. The main reason I like her is that for once I met a woman that I can act myself with out being judge for it. Just being in her presence, it just feels right, like it was meant to be.
Even now she is with someone, but I don’t feel he’s right for her. At times I think there is a connection between us, or it could be just me wanting there to be a connection of hope that I have some chance. Yet, I won’t be the one keeping her from finding happiness on her own path. Maybe it might be just friendship or something else, but I'm able to live with that label. Its not like I want to get straight in a relationship if could, I just want to hook up and chill at time and see where it goes from there. I see it as if it is meant to happen then it will happen I guess.